Billie Eilish has always wanted to be a mother, but there is something she fears.
In a recent interview with The Sunday Times, the Lovely singer expresses that she would ‘rather die’ than not be a mother of any kids.
The 20-year-old singer says she ‘needs them’ while admitting that she ‘dreads’ the thought of it.
“The older I get, the more I experience things, I just think, what am I going to do when my kid thinks that this is the right thing to do and I'm, like, no, it's not! And they won't listen to me”, said Billie.
Embracing some changes in herself, the American singer-songwriter shares that she has reached a point in her life where she feels "far more solid in who I am."
“I feel different now, like I'm desirable," says Billie. "I feel like I'm capable of being as feminine as I want to be and as masculine as I want.”